I have ALOT to be thankful for this WONDERFUL day. When Kadence was in the hospital she failed the hearing test. I wasnt worried because Rylan failed his like 10 times in a row in front of me and he can hear (Just fluid still in the ear canals) but then they tested her again at the Pediatrician. She failed again, in both ears. They told me I needed to she an audiologist. At this point I was really worried for my little girl. Hearing Impairment runs in my family and I thought for sure she was just another member to have this problem. I left the office and called my husband crying. I cried numerous times in the next week. I was very upset and NOT excepting of this. Pete was great about it. He pretty much felt like even if she was completely deaf " Oh well" we'll all learn sign language is how he felt about it (Of course he didnt want that for her but he accepted it right off) Im glad one of us did. I set an appointment with the Audiologist but they couldnt see me for 5 weeks. WHAT! so for 5 weeks I have been wondering If my child can hear, or to what extent she cant hear, or that maybe nothings wrong at all. Well Over the past few weeks she has responded to VERY LOUD noises but that was just about it. So I knew she could hear something. Anyways over the past five weeks I have prayed daily for my daughter> Everytime I felt like I wanted to pray that she would be fine and that she would hear fine I felt like I should stop and pray that her and I will be able to ACCEPT a hearing disabilty. So that being said I thought for sure she had some hearing loss. and over the past 5 weeks I have felt ALOT more accepting of the idea. No I didnt want that for her but I could accept it. I would way rather a child have a disability like that than some major health problems. So today was her appointment. I felt ok this morning as I have been, but driving there I was so unbelievably nervous. So I get there and Im grabbing all the pamplets there to read, thinking Ill be needing them and then they call me back. Kadence pretty much slept through it all. The whole time the doctor kept saying looks good. She responded to that (The ear drum sends a vibration back to the machine if it heard it). I almost cried right then and there but was able to hold back. Walking out to the car tears started rolling down!! MY BABY CAN HEAR!! I cant even begin to tell you how relieved I feel. My heart felt like it would explode out of my chest I was so excited.
I just kept thinking in my head how soo many things in life we take for granted. I sat in my family room on day listening to my washer and dish washer and thought>> Wow, to not be able to hear that, let alone the beautiful sounds in life. I just feel so thankful for my heathly family. I know heavenly father gave me that scare so I would appreciate more the things I DO have in my life that are wonderful. Ya, our life isnt together the way we want it to be but we healthy and were happy together and we have 3 beautiful babies!! And now I know my baby can hear me when Im talking to her. Today was a wonderful day!!